Can someone pretty please with sugar on top, explain to me why boys ( or men, rather, considering this particular one is turning 32 this year) are such douchebags?

And how after being in a relationship with someone for almost THREE f’ing years, they suddenly just decide to throw all respect they have shown them throughout the entire time, out the window?

It just doesn’t make sense to me. I don’t get it. I don’t get boys. Or men. Or whatever the F they are.

I am pissed. And the main reason I am so pissed? Because I am so stupid and gullible and I fully see myself acting like a pathetic retard and accepting the crumbs that S is offering me.

After almost 10 days of not being able to even return my texts or calls (and yes, he canceled our dinner plans for the other day), S calls me up today.

S: Do you want to go to dinner tonight?

B: Whaaaaaa? Huh? Okay…where?

S: Ethopian or Indian?

B: Okay, Ethiopian sounds good.

S: And do you want to go to a movie afterwards?

B: Uhh, maybe? I don’t even know what’s playing.

S: Well, it’s up to you, you can decide. And do you want me to stay the night?

B: That would be something that is up to you.

S: I want to, I just wanted to know what you thought so I can bring my laptop if you want me to.

B: Okay, yes.

S: Okay, see you around 4:00



Just like that.

He is probably using me for my hot bod, I’m not stupid. Well wait, yes, I actually AM stupid for accepting the invitation. It’s just baffling.

I have a bad feeling this is all going to end with a very shattered and bitter Betty. At least it will make for some good blogging material, I suppose.